I have always been so alone. Always searching for someone to talk to. Anyone at all. Any willing, trusting person but out here in this little old town in Ontario, not one person seems to be trustworthy. Here, on tumblr, everyone seems to be ready to listen. Most smart people here have always said ‘Talk to me if you need help. I dont carer who you are, come talk to me.” Not only that, but i’ve always had trouble expressing myself. I would stay up for hours past my bed time (insomniac :/) trying to draw, write or play a song but nothing worked but with the aid of other peoples photos, quotes, videos and little thoughts i have been able to express my lonelyness here in this great world. As my final point, i have always been larger. Getting upset when one pair of jeans wouldnt fit or when some group of kids would give me a odd look but after seeing that i am not alone (help to blogs about larger girls) i am slowly learning to appreciate my size. And that even if HE doesnt, some other person does.